boring, sick n working :(

because im so so so boring rite now.. no work at office so i decided to post in my blog after soooo long time already.. thanx to anis coz made me wanted to blog again.. haha..

i dnt have anything actually to write.. now i have a flu n fever.. not that new virus ah1n1 ok.. just flu n fever because of this changing weather... very hot day n then suddenly rain heavily....
ugh... very not comfortable.. im sick and still go to work.. n work without any paycheck.. hmm sad..... :(

doushite.. why...

Why have I fallen for you?

No matter how much time passes,

I thought that you would always be here

But you chose a different road

Why wasn't I able to convey to you?

My feelings that were growing everyday and night

The words begin to overflow

But I know they won't reach you now

From the first day that I met youI felt like I knew you

And the two of us melted together so naturally

Wherever we would go, it would be together

It was so natural for you to be with me

We became adults together

But you chose a different road

Why have I fallen for you?

No matter how much time passes,

I thought that you would always be here (but not anymore)

For the day that holds a special meaning

For the day where we can stand with happy faces

For you looking beautiful while praying to god

Next to the person who is not me

There is the figure of someone truly blessed

So how am I supposed to see you off?

So why have I fallen for you?

We can't go back to that time, or how we were (I've thought it through)

Why wasn't I able to take your hand?

No matter how much time passes

You were supposed to be at my side (just like that)

But, even though I say that I need you close to me

I just pray that you will be happy forever

No matter how lonely that makes me (or how sad)

Doushite

Doushite

kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?

Donna ni toki ga nagaretemo kimi wa zutto

Koko ni iru to, omotteta no ni

Demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi

Doushite kimi ni nani mo tsutaerarenakattan darou?

Mainichi maiban tsunotteku omoi

Afuredasu kotoba, wakatteta no ni (mou todokanai)

Hajimete deatta, sono hi kara

Kimi wo shitteita ki ga shitan da

Amari ni shizen ni tokende shimatta futari

Doko e iku no ni mo issho de

Kimi ga iru koto ga touzen de

Bokura wa futari otona ni natte kita

Demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi

Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?

Donna ni toki ga nagaretemo kimi wa zutto

Koko ni iru to, omotteta no ni (mou kanawanai)

Tokubetsu na imi wo motsu kyou wo

Shiawase kao de tatsu kyou wo

Kirei na sugata de kami sama ni chikatteru, kimi wo

Boku ja nai hito no tonari deShukufuku sareteru sugata wo

Boku wa dou yatte miokureba ii no darou?

Mou doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?

Ano koro mo, bokura no koto, mou moderenai (kangaeta) modorenai (kangaeta)

Doushite kimi no te wo tsukami ubaenakattan darou?

Donna ni toki ga nagaretemo kimi wa zutto

Boku no yoko ni, iru hazu datta (sono mama nii)

Sore demo kimi ga boku no soba nara to itte mo

Eien ni kimi ga shiawase de iru koto

Tada negatteru

Tatoe sore ga donna ni sabishikutemo (setsunakutemo)

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this is currently my favorite song.. i put it as my ringtones.. its sweet n lovely.. love it.. by tohoshinki (japan) or also known as tvxq/dbsq (korean most popular boy band).. ;O

tm anis, pami n me..

ni ngan anis n pami, anak kepada kak yati, penyelia tm point papar.. ni lah office aku selalu buat kerja.. sempit n banyak kotak2.. kat sini jugak aku buat docket n survey.. kerja boring tp stress.. anis baru habis praktikal last week.. so im alone for the moment.. bulan 7 ni masuk lg budak praktikal baru.. ;P